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Good morning!


If, just in case you've noticed a missing entry bout a snake. That's been removed. A suggestion from my The Lady Octopus. But I have no qualms, so we'll leave it at that.

Just lemme sleep on it.

So by demand, I will post a new entry.

And this entry would be dedicated to my brother Red Ryder BB aka Nunjaks, a deadly weapon designed and invented by the legendary Bruce Lee.


Ever heard of the phrase "he ain't heavy, he's my brother"? (FYI Nunjaks is over 226 lbs or 103kg). So that you get an idea of how lovable Nunjaks actually is, my mom's nickname The Lady Octopus was also given by Nunjaks when he was a kid, coz "mom seemed to be able to catch us when we're misbehaving and no matter how we struggle, we can't get away!" lol He was a real joker! A real cheerful and cute kid. He'd brighten up the room with his presence.


We'd do all sorts of silly things, we even had our own secret club we called The Desire's Accomplice Club. One of the activities of the club was a fund raiser, to raise enough funds to buy our own personal computer. We never raised enough before I left the club. I've always felt sorry for letting him down. And after that incident, our relationship went downhill.. and it was all my fault. I was pushing people away.. especially my brother. Whatever I did.. I'd push him further and further away as we got older.. I was becoming negligent, selfish, hot tempered, greedy, and irresponsible to him as his big bro. I've no idea what came over me.. I still don't know why I did it..


Well, fast forward ten years and I'm more matured I dare say. I believe in change now. And my mission among other things is being the best brother in the world (for Kaibrutus, Nunjaks and Tetsuo). Well I dunno if it's too late but I guess I'll never know if I don't try.
I just hope I'm not.


Nunjaks, this one's for you! Cheers.


I'm listening to..
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart - Symphony No. 25 in G minor